发泄

我是个很喜欢找人诉苦 发泄的人
偶尔 不 很常都是说废话
同样的故事讲了又讲
人人都说是唠叨
只要是对的人 因为我一个不爽
我都可以说上几个小时
因为可能是它烦我很久了
因为可能是它让我很伤心
因为可能是它让我不再是自己了

同样的 我说完了 我就会忘记
就连今天的事情也会忘记
健忘的我 都不知道自己做错了什么
可能触犯了别人的底线我也不知道
认识我的人 真的很容易了解我
我的情绪就在我的脸上
健忘的级别可以说是已经到老人痴呆了
活在当下难道错了吗？
老人痴呆就不能被原谅吗？

沉默？

那天晚上

其实是真么没想太多

睡不着纯粹是身体不舒服

可隔天 到现在

那问题一直出现在我的脑袋里

我说了会守住

就会尽力帮你守

可在结束了的时候也告诉我 好不好？

不要像上一次这样

“过期了没”我都不清不楚

我还是个很八卦的

你说过了我还会问

“那现在的是..？”

不管是那个“产品”

我现在告诉你

我选折 我宁愿

你是告诉我的

我是知道真相的

你也很清楚

我那几天

我告诉了你

我的中学时期是靠谁才是完整的

相信你应该是明白我后半段

是要告诉你什么的

p.s. 如果你真的看到了 通知我好不

你应该很清楚尴尬的事情

我很少是第一个开发话题

多数都是因为你们问我才说的

现在原本那话题已经结束了

我只是想把我的想法告诉你

因为那天我以沉默回答了你的问题

我实在实在是太惊吓了

我的概念

今天的经历 让我感叹 感叹 又感叹
就算我们不是朋友 或者说我们不认识
对任何人都该有的基本礼貌是不可缺乏的

谢谢你让我见识什么是
mutual respect is the basis of humanity

你听好了：
现在这社会有谁会和个陌生人单独相处
人与人的信任在这现实的社会已寥寥无几
敢问，我会吗？

我的朋友，
选友要谨慎呐
不是挑剔 不是自私
是自由权 是为了上进
往好的概念前进
如果未来成为了伴侣，
这就成了 孝顺

我认识的你 和现在的你
我说不上你哪里改变了
毕竟我们单独相处的时间不算多
可你这样继续堕落下去，
我相信 也很确定
我今晚回家前告诉你的话 都会实现

没有人该改变谁
或者说
一个人如果要改变谁， 应该只是以领导的方式
而不是以命令、阻止他人行为的方式
让他人有选择权的方式 是正确的
要改变谁也只是为了避免让他／她继续堕落下去
从谷底的他们 拉他们一把 让他们重见光明

今天 就这样吧
不要担心 我不会离开你的

He

i like the way he smiles
the way he treat his friends
the way he love his family
he is funny
he is cheerful
he is loving
he is caring
he is popular

Sandy wants to tell you that

actually most of the things i want to tell you guys are all in the card i gave

i just want to add a little bit more here

if got comment just whatsapp me

then i can acknowledge xia :P 

i like what you said during the truth and dare game
and you should really on your phone when you sleep
i can't call you when i'm crying xDDDD

although you say you don't know how to console me when i cry
but i started laughing after u laughed
not bad xia xD

think of what you have said on this night
(before you go back home after tao)
keep your promise yah xD

don't feel embarrassed everyday
we will like the way you are

spend too much time with you talking ed
don't know what to say to you
but but but
[don't get angry xD]
please be punctual next time we meet
hahahahahaha

TruTh? xP

• really learned something in a study group [always in a study group but the things i don't know end up i still don't know]
• study till late night outside with friends
• having dinner with friends that i can chat [blend in]
• going out with friends the whole day [technically sneaking out]
• going on a trip with friends [although my curfew sucks]
• handmade cards and drawing faces from pictures
• singing in front of friends

These are the first time I did all this things
there maybe more first times that may have been thrown to the back of my head
but i am glad enough to have all of the first time experience with them
grateful that it is them that have accompanied me

i have not argued with them before
i am not afraid when i am with them
no scared of doing wrong things, speaking wrong things
embarrassed moments and stupid moments are shared with them sincerely
happily spent time with them
laughing most of the time
it is the happiest period of time that i will always keep in my mind
no need to pretend, nothing extra needed

during the truth and dare game
they asked me what i think about them. which level of friend are they categorized in?
as i said, i don't know the best friend in their mind is it us
but i really categorized them as the true best friend
it is because i can truly blend in them
show my true color
and can be said as they understand me
in the past, although i want to take my friends to be my best friends
but they don't know anything about me
in short, it feels different this time
when i realize that everyone is going in different directions
moving on for their future
i cried so hard that i thought i had loss them
i appreciate the friendship love i obtained here
i really can't stop missing them

sHe · ME

she is sensible 

she is shy 

she is quiet 

she is dutiful 

practical things are carefully planned 

but deep in her heart is full of paradox: 

on one hand there is an enthusiastic personality showing only to her favorite people or work 

unyielding strength that is impressive; 

on the other hand is surprisingly cold, impatient and disdain 

she never never force herself to accept the things she does not agree

she looks like a child when she smiles

it becomes a myth when she is not

an innocent smile is able to hide a sentimental heart

she have strong determination towards the things she like

she does not care about the things or people she is not interested in

she don’t even want to pretend in front of it

she is sensitive

she feels insecure

she is possessive and sometimes dependent

she like to think a lot

it is difficult for her to let go of sad memories 

she is pure and simple

she is kind

she is sensitive

she easily believes in a person

she believes in a relationship

even after hurting her, she would forgot the pain

she keeps such feelings into the soul

never stop torturing herself

minor things related to heart breaking can easily hurt her

even when she is smiling, she can also feel it

she is clear about love and hate

she is always a duplicity

if she gets into an argument, she does not think much

the next sentence that she is going to say will be more harsh then the previous one

she does not care that she could not take back what she had say

she have a strong ego

she likes things to be simple

she doesn’t like to be thinking on one thing for the whole day

she can put things aside when she is happy

she is not willing to talk when is unhappy

she is understate

she is melancholy

she is introverted

she have a stern attitude

she let people feel very cold

in fact, she is very friendly and kind

especially in front of the people that she values

she will try to escape from getting hurt

most of the time she choose to sit down to talk and solve problem rather than choosing fights

she is hot tempered

but only to things, not people

she wants to be independent

she do not want the people around her to worry about her

she cares about her appearance

this is why not many people understand her

She looks cheerful and though

One sentence: I’m fine

Can’t be trusted

She feels really insecure

Small things can make her cry

She cries a lot

Nobody is able to see because she is not willing to show

She loves night times

It is because she can camouflage her tears at night

[fragile]