TruTh? xP

• really learned something in a study group [always in a study group but the things i don't know end up i still don't know]
• study till late night outside with friends
• having dinner with friends that i can chat [blend in]
• going out with friends the whole day [technically sneaking out]
• going on a trip with friends [although my curfew sucks]
• handmade cards and drawing faces from pictures
• singing in front of friends

These are the first time I did all this things
there maybe more first times that may have been thrown to the back of my head
but i am glad enough to have all of the first time experience with them
grateful that it is them that have accompanied me

i have not argued with them before
i am not afraid when i am with them
no scared of doing wrong things, speaking wrong things
embarrassed moments and stupid moments are shared with them sincerely
happily spent time with them
laughing most of the time
it is the happiest period of time that i will always keep in my mind
no need to pretend, nothing extra needed

during the truth and dare game
they asked me what i think about them. which level of friend are they categorized in?
as i said, i don't know the best friend in their mind is it us
but i really categorized them as the true best friend
it is because i can truly blend in them
show my true color
and can be said as they understand me
in the past, although i want to take my friends to be my best friends
but they don't know anything about me
in short, it feels different this time
when i realize that everyone is going in different directions
moving on for their future
i cried so hard that i thought i had loss them
i appreciate the friendship love i obtained here
i really can't stop missing them