FRIENDS

thinking a lot about friends lately..
having lots of friends during primary school but i was so pure until i didn't know about best friends and gangs.
at that time i really loved my family and i always pay full respect to my family especially the family members who are the closest.....
until i reached secondary school, i have two best friends who really know me a lot
they helped me, care about me and became my mentor on every things in their power
i really love them a lot until i betray them
yes, i betrayed them
my weakness is on keeping secrets that time... first time knowing that the feel of a friend to like people
it really makes me go crazy, i wanted to help my friend to propose
the happy ending that i had thought turns out to a betrayal scene
sorry, my friend

not having a best friend since then makes me sad and regret
although had met a best friend but she have a best friend that knows her more
so we did not share much

this year, i found a family
have a good year with my chinese society group friends
i have not regret that i had join this group of crazy friends because they really care about me a lot and shares things with me
met a mother at this time, she introduced me to a brother
tze feng this brother is cute, friendly and kind. he is my spy and best listener at once.. haha~ he always tries to make me happy but sometimes i let him down because i really can't be happy... when come to love problems, he seldom solved it right.. maybe this is his first crush? hmm.. but i am glad i make things right this time..
then i met the other two further more with 3 girls and another cousin
how should i put it? hmm.....
first time meet with ee sern and nick was so akward but we get along together fast
ee sern, he is playful, childish but when comes to pretty girls, he will peek on.. when come to love problems, he will be very down.. but i am glad that he find me to solve problems sometimes
nick, fashionable, a singer, childish, akward and stupid perhaps.. at first his friends told me he is a playboy, i was shocked.. after that i just noticed i knew his brother.. then i feel like ya.. whatever.. his brother and him is the same.
steiner, i thought he was cool at first but when i really know him, his personality was so akward and funny. seniors describe him as 'still' guy? haha.. he can really seat still and see at one direction the whole day.. i don't know him much because he is so secretive and i have nothing to tell him also..
yin ying, very cheerful.. everytime i see her i will become speechless. sometimes we just really say hi and bye.. although we both are girls, we does not share secrets.. akward eh?? haha
yen lim, tze feng's girlfriend for now.. hm... we always only smile at each other every time..
li mun, we met again. i know her since long time ago.. now, she have changed a lot.. we doesn't even talked..

Ming ming, she is the most responsible friend i have met so far. But sometimes i feel i am so far from her. It's just my feelings though..

Tan tan, sometimes very cheerful sometimes when she just woke up, really can't withstand her temper. But i learned from her so much.
yeah.. this is my only close friends...
really give the couples good blessings.. thanks you guys.. i will remember these memories you all gave me when i am in secondary school..
when would i really have a best friend only mine? that's the question

我真的能拥有永远的好朋友吗？