Feelings for him

sometimes you don't need a person that you have feelings with to have feelings for him
hahaha
what i meant is.....
lemme put it this way
I like a guy - person 1
but im not a friend of his
the only connection is im his fren fren
not much hope but i still like him

I always chat with a fren - person 2
we can chat whatever we want
i like to rely on that person
i take all these people as brother
all these people will change from time to time
because some may have their own life and relationship
but i will still rely too much on them
if they dont text me for some days,
i will be very down at that period of time

However, this situition will only work on guys
its not that im letting go person 1
or putting him aside
its just that im very sure person 1
has a very low possibility to get with
and person 2 as a brother will always find thgs to chat with me because im always the silent one
thats y rely and like
the meanings are close but still different